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i noe.. its long b4 i updated this blog again...

juz tat.. i hav no mood in doing so.. so i hardly update...

after school today..
went down go find teng teng!! and i felt so bad taking the forms from sister..

then evey time i go into the ward find tengs.. he not there.. so not thing is go into toilet..
and true enough.. he is in there..
and for some reason.. is always the same patient.. and i could hav guessed it every time..
haha

okie okie..
stoned in ttsh and had some food with tengs.. and sk too..
thx sk.. for accompanying me go find tengs..

and to joelene my dear cuzzin!!
i read tat compo of urs..
and.. the other stuff together..

thx for support too.. i have got alot..
from everyone..

i do noe how to control this saddness for now..
and i noe when to let out.. so u guys dun worry bout me..
and ya..
42 days hav passed.. it seemed so fast..
how much we could hav wished.. tat time can be rewinded..
and prevented tat to happen..

thou is not going to happen..
not only me..
those who were close to lionel..
all wanted to see him at least 1 more time..

but all is juz hope..

oh.. by the way

its hard for me to say out my saddness juz like tat..
so i am here to post..
and pls dun think i am sad..
its juz.. i wanna destress..

and 1 last question b4 i go..
anyone up for ice staking next week b4 the exams??
wanna destress more b4 starting studying..

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 7:31 pm