ITS ME

call me lut lut ^^]
ur precious little turtle
completing my little life journey XD~



memories are locked...
people come and go..
tats how life is..
i will forget..
i will remember..
for i am only a human..
i am not nobody..
i dun wish to be perfect..
i only wanna be me..

mokona told fye:
Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that


×aNgEz -
×aNgeLic -
×caL.woNg -
×ChOnG.LoOn -
×CinThiA -
×DaddY xUaN -
×eLaiNe.LaM -
×eLyn -
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×JeRemY -
×jiNghUi -
×jUnx -
×LiN -
×LitiNg -
×MeL.LiM -
×MeL.TaY -
×NixiE -
×OiNkOiNk -
×Peng2 -
×shAwn -
×SooN.kOoN -
×TengS -
×vaL.yEo -

×LoL -
×kCp-NcDcC - ×kCp-sJaB -
×nR0505 - ×nYp-SHS -

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sighhhh!!!

the more i think the worse it gets!!!
but at least i understand myself more why i dread my own birthday...
other then the reason that i am aging... aka getting older.... *double sighs*

dun think any1 will be reading this.. or at least not my frens...

1stly... from the pass few years... things i wished or hoped it happened nvr happened... and only to give me sadder memories
it just makes me feel celebrating my birthday is a dread... afterall upon thinking bout my birthday and stuff... this is the period of time from the pass years that sadded memories happen...

from sadness... and to celebrate... seems so much like celebrating sadness.. thats the main reason why i seriously hate my birthday period... esp celebrating it

surprises that meant to cheer me up some how today made me felt worse...
i am a person full of contradictions...
want to see a person yet not want to...
loves the attention yet tries to avoid..
wants to voice out yet will nvr...
want to forget, yet felt too precious and its a memory nvr to forget

want to get drunk yet always in control not to go drunk
noeing i have an allergy yet going ahead to drink...

somebody help me!!! i am too tired to think bout these!!
so much to rant...
yet dunno how and what to rant...

forever alone ftw~
seems its best for me tat way...
afterall... i am always putting a mask with different grps of ppl... nvr once a true self shown...

sigh!!


i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 12:16 am