' " i see and i blow;

i am bored!!!

i am tired!!!

i am not in the mood to sleep

juz in mood for stoning..

-.-

i dun wanna contiune this attachment..
not tat it is not a good ward..
but.. i am not really in to going to hospital this period

i am still in holiday mood type.. dun wanna be bothered by this work stuff...

i wun like to ask..
hav u all decided something like big or something.. and veri sure u wanted tat way??

and after tat.. u feel okay.. i did make a good choice.. but.. u juz cannt help but feel uncomfortable bout it??

tats all for my question.. juz curious up in my brain..
haha =DD

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 9:12 pm

viewed;;[P S T ]

1st i will start by say i having PST!!!!

PST means.. post-shift tiredness

i am bored.. i am sleepy.. i am in a lost of energy...

but some how.. i getting to like the staff...
but i still wan this to over..

today pt collapsed..
revived.. sent to icu...
i heard...

i wasin the room
attending the oppsite bed...

parnter went for break.. tat was his cubicle..
haha.. but i dun care bout tat lahz.. i juz help which every needs tat

after 3days?? i think..
of not reading blogs..
really misse out alot of stuff from ange's
but i am proud to finish reading..
but i dare.. but sorry to say.. i cannot rmb everything..
i only read...

and i juz found out..
i am so glued to my room manz..
sometimes.. feelings tat needs to be felt immediately..
i dun really feel much..

juz when back in my room..
feelings come... thoughts come...

happy events.. remoseful ones...
even troubled ones...

i suddenly tot of it..
i enjoy spending tme with my frens in my room more then being out..
okay.. my room not say big...

but i juz feel more closeness in here...
i am more free to express wad i feel..
but sometimes.. its juz lack of someone around...

be it my brother?? maybe.. at times??
be it others?? at times..
but no matter...

i noe when i truely need help..
i noe peeps who are there for me..
and i can assure some.. but not all...

okay back to sleep for me..
still in PST..
hugs to all tat care.. =DD

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 8:34 pm

-.-

damn sick last few days...
monday.. at 4.20 am...
puked hourly till bout 10??
ya 10...

i hate the feeling of vomiting
case of gastric flu..
cuzed me not to go back kcp helped out..
sorry peeps...

any way..
i noe my results..
its a bore...
med surg supp....
wad ever.. juz pass the supp paper and get over it...

my tummy still aches...
TT.TT

tml will be another day..
hopes it hurts no more..

attachment coming..
kinda not getting to the mood le..
i wanna isolate myself..
dunno y.. juz feeling so...
but no now.. tummy aching to do so...

juz tat.. i dun wanna think too much tats all..
=DD

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 10:38 pm

viewed;;[while waiting ]

haha back from chalet and waiting for tat maple to patch...
it takes so long manz!!

had fun at chalet.. for more details bout it.. refer to angez's blog...

okay.. my fault fr not updating so long.. juz mainly 1 word..
and its lazy...

cuz in maple training in ludi..
ludi is fun!!

okay...
wished i see the peeps i wanna see soon
haha...

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 9:04 pm