' " i see and i blow;

viewed;;[shld be sleeping now ]

okie..
now... at this time... and this moment.. i shld be asleep..
gaining enough energy for tml...

to day... went temple to pai pai.. for the 3rd 7th...
time flies.. yet the feeling... still feels so shocking..
juz the moment to think bout it..

okie...
after the temple stuff..
went straight down to ttsh... as it is in the corner nearby...
reached there at 11.30am.. and shift starts at 1...
so u can see how long i stoned in the tea room..
1pm... came out.. go meet ma li!! (mary) the ci for this attachie..

go in she talked to the whole grp..
then.. talked bout mortuary...
the worse last office...
did felt like breaking down... but did not..
only saddness filled me up..
rite after the morning..
!!

today..
oso hardly did anything.. cuz...
no diapers to change.. no hrly paras..
no complaining pt..
so... had a quite a peaceful day..

okie had break with sk.. meet up with him lahz..
after shift.. met up with him again.. walk to mrt station..
came home le..
tired sehh!!

okie..
really gotta sleep le..
tml is another day!!
juz really wanna hav a day..
to myself.. play..
run, blade, skate..
and drive myself crazy...

but.. now attachies are makeing me tired..
studies are stressed due to upcoming exams..

how to hav those i wanted.. after exam..
attachies again!!
argh!!
did i take a wrong step in taking up this course??
hope i did not..
but i will complete it 1st.. no matter wad..

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 10:39 pm