' " i see and i blow;

viewed;;[tired.. and kinda moodless ]

so tired..
i noe.. its long since my previous post..
kinda lazy last few weeks..
and oso unsure on wad to type in the 1st place...

today... went sk house watch monster house..
kinda crapy the story line.. but strange ending.. haha..

and shawn.. welcome back to Singapore.. missed ya lots..
how was tat trip??

okay.. now.. not really trapped..
but i do like to use this word now..
trapped at home.. wrapped up in my blankie..
hidden in my air-coned room..
facing my computer.. typing this post...
heart's aching.. mind messed up..
stress building up high..
the feel of going all out crazy...

i do wanna go out with them.. but..
i kinda lazy.. duew to my moodlessness...
kinda sad.. but.. the feel of hecking anything and every1...
somebody help me??

okay..
at least last few days including today..
was able to relieve some stress by audi-ing..
and at last lvl 9.. haha..
but since the quite some time.. i had not playing with my frens..
i audi-ed cuz i wanna play with frenz.. so they not inside.. i easy sian de...

trickster.. oso nvr touch le.. all those tat played oso stop..
i mean under LCO side.. so.. nvr contiuned..
arh!!...

juz wonder y..
things/people are so near..
but y are they still so far..

the puzzled mind thinking to work out a puzzled question..
nothing will work out till a puzzled side becomes clear..

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 10:30 pm