' " i see and i blow;

viewed;;[y thinking hurts so much ]

juz happen to be msning with 1 of the sn during my kkh posting..
went to her blog.. and was like this song!! i missed it so much.. i did not hear it for so long i totally forgot bout it..
guess wads the song..

its "take me to your heart"

maybe it really took my heart..
cuz i was chatting with sn bout relationship stuff..
and was like partially thinking on wad i was deeply thinking for like maybe going to 2 months stuff

y it took so long.. cuz attachment..
cuz lazy..
and cuz i dun wan the inside of me to hurt so much
i juz wonder y..

now starting to think bout it again..
makes me kinds lost again..
and i do hope some 1 can find me and
dun make me feel this lost

maybe i dun really wan juz anyone to find me..
only those i truly wanted to find me to find me..
tats all..

thinking does drains a person out of energy..
maybe it's time i shld say something to myself
the phrase i would tell ppl in my current situation
tat some rest.. think only when there is time and with a clear mind..
haha..

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 1:26 am