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viewed;;[P S T ]

1st i will start by say i having PST!!!!

PST means.. post-shift tiredness

i am bored.. i am sleepy.. i am in a lost of energy...

but some how.. i getting to like the staff...
but i still wan this to over..

today pt collapsed..
revived.. sent to icu...
i heard...

i wasin the room
attending the oppsite bed...

parnter went for break.. tat was his cubicle..
haha.. but i dun care bout tat lahz.. i juz help which every needs tat

after 3days?? i think..
of not reading blogs..
really misse out alot of stuff from ange's
but i am proud to finish reading..
but i dare.. but sorry to say.. i cannot rmb everything..
i only read...

and i juz found out..
i am so glued to my room manz..
sometimes.. feelings tat needs to be felt immediately..
i dun really feel much..

juz when back in my room..
feelings come... thoughts come...

happy events.. remoseful ones...
even troubled ones...

i suddenly tot of it..
i enjoy spending tme with my frens in my room more then being out..
okay.. my room not say big...

but i juz feel more closeness in here...
i am more free to express wad i feel..
but sometimes.. its juz lack of someone around...

be it my brother?? maybe.. at times??
be it others?? at times..
but no matter...

i noe when i truely need help..
i noe peeps who are there for me..
and i can assure some.. but not all...

okay back to sleep for me..
still in PST..
hugs to all tat care.. =DD

i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 8:34 pm