call me lut lut ^^]
ur precious little turtle
completing my little life journey XD~
TAGGIE
RANDOMNESS
memories are locked...
people come and go..
tats how life is..
i will forget..
i will remember..
for i am only a human..
i am not nobody..
i dun wish to be perfect..
i only wanna be me..
mokona told fye:
Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that
why does life always make me wanna hate it... especially regarding to events and people...
they come and go... and that's the hateful part... attachment getting hell out of me... i think i am so bad with being in any relationship with people.. friendship - what am i in it?? bad... i appreiate them.. but afterall.. can i trust friendship to be truely forever?? love - should i even be in 1?? frustrating thoughts make me feel dumb.. unwanted... family - keeping myself most of the time in the room.. and attachments draining time away from them.. nurse to pt - ironic.. some sure get me pissed of... especially when they and their relatives start stressing me around... u think its easy.. try it..
at this point of time.. i wanna go crazy... i am a person of bad temper... i wanna go out of control... totally berserk... send me to IMH.. get me locked up... i wish my mind would blow up soon... then i have no mind to think bout so many complicated stuff
i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 12:52 am