call me lut lut ^^]
ur precious little turtle
completing my little life journey XD~
TAGGIE
RANDOMNESS
memories are locked...
people come and go..
tats how life is..
i will forget..
i will remember..
for i am only a human..
i am not nobody..
i dun wish to be perfect..
i only wanna be me..
mokona told fye:
Just smile and be happy, no one will hate you for that
now i feel dumb.. idiotic.. stupid.. uslesss... rawwrrr depressed mind taking over...
i noe i am a spoilt brat.. and i wanna be more spoilt.. cuz.. now.. in my mind.. its... y most of the time.. i make time for others.. but they dun really make time for me.. (not blaming anyone.. cuz i noe they are really busy and cant make time tat fits my time) just tat... it just happened tat everyone some how does not have the time when i wanted to be out tat time... i dunno... i feel i need to be more selfish... and i start thinking.. am i selfish in the 1st place?? i wanna be selfish.. but not overly... *rawwrrr thinks bout some past event* (bout something i said b4.. the 1 me always being the extra character in other's story) rawwrrr... not tat i feel tat way... but.. some how... i dun wan tat feeling to come again... to me.. i dunno myself for now.. cuz i dunno whether am i thinking bout others... cuz i am sick of tat.. i see ppl having the world which is mostly them.. u noe... can have the time tat the focus is them.. like "me.. i am the main character" world.. i do wish at a certain point of my life.. ppl would only see me.. think for me... i noe ppl do.. and they need think bout others too... rawrrr... unsecurities of mine... hate them.. no matter how much i hate them.. they are here... not i want it to control.. not tat i rant purposely.. plainly ranting...
RAWRRRR i am contradicting myself~~~ think this tot had been in me.. emoing.. rawrrr... emoing caused me to fall in iceskate.. cuased me to lose my balance... wish you are here now..
i bubblied around at,,
wished u are with me 11:51 pm
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